Author: Daan Kegel

  • Thought Experiment:

    “Hook-Lasers” with Organic Media

    This idea began from a simple question:

    If crystalline materials like ruby or quartz can sustain lasers thanks to their rigid, repeating lattices, could fragile organic crystals also be coaxed into guiding or amplifying light—perhaps in curved, “hook-like” geometries?

    Background

    – Inorganic crystals (ruby, quartz, emerald) exhibit long-range symmetry and stability, which makes them excellent gain media and resonators for lasers.

    – Organic molecules can also crystallize, but their packing is softer and less ordered, leading to fragility and short lifetimes under pumping.

    – Yet, organics have advantages: tuneable chemistry, strong optical transitions, and self-assembly into aggregates with useful properties.

    The Thought

    Imagine a hybrid system where:

    1. Organic dyes or chromophores provide gain.

    2. A host lattice or polymer scaffold supplies mechanical stability.

    3. Patterned waveguides bend into curved or hook-like shapes to steer the emitted light.

    Possible Directions

    – Dye-doped polymer distributed feedback (DFB) waveguides with curved outputs.

    – J-aggregate thin films aligned to funnel amplified spontaneous emission into patterned bends.

    – Host–guest frameworks (MOFs/COFs) embedding organics within rigid crystalline channels, guiding light along curved defect paths.

    Why It Matters

    – Extending organic photonics beyond flat slabs into controlled, bent geometries could open avenues for compact, low-cost, room-temperature lasers or optical routing elements.

    – The concept highlights how even fragile molecular packing might, with the right scaffolding, be shaped into functional optical devices.

    This is not a proposal but an invitation to imagine: could “hook-lasers” become a playful metaphor that nudges organic photonics toward new architectures?

    ― ~<3 ̃̂ͭi̬̣ͮn̏̐ͣf̯͓ͣtͤ̃ẏͯͪ.̃ͬ͐∞ / Ævitas

  • When Death Becomes the Currency

    By – Infiniquisitive

    Most modern FPS games treat death like a hiccup — barely an inconvenience. You click respawn, dive back in, and the only thing lost is a sliver of ego. Hardcore modes, on the other hand, swing to the opposite extreme, punishing death so severely that only the most masochistic players persist.

    Somewhere between these two poles lies untapped territory — a place where death matters, but doesn’t erase months of progress. A place where the stakes rise naturally as a match or mission unfolds.

    I call it the Death Economy.

    The premise is simple: your lives have value. Every death increases the time cost to return. In a PvP setting, matches start fast and chaotic, but as respawn delays stack, the pace shifts toward tense, calculated play. Late-game firefights become rare, precious moments — not background noise.

    In PvE, this same system turns every encounter into a decision: do you risk another death fee, or admit defeat and live to fight another day? A “memorial wall” keeps track of those who’ve fallen (or surrendered) in that location — a persistent reminder of your story in the world.

    The twist? That death cost can be paid in in-game earnings or a small real-world fee. It’s monetization without predation: casual players rarely pay a cent, while high-frequency players contribute to the game’s upkeep. And yes, there’s shame — an optional public counter of how many times you’ve given up.

    The beauty of this system is that it can be layered onto existing shooters or survival games without ripping them apart. It changes how players value life in-game — and by extension, how they value the game itself.

    I’ve seen memorials in real life and in games that stay with you for decades. Imagine one built not just of names, but of decisions.

    The Death Economy doesn’t punish you for playing — it dares you to survive.

    Designer’s Note

    The Death Economy is more than a thought experiment — it’s a fully fleshed-out system with pacing models, monetization flow, and both PvP/PvE implementations.

    It’s designed to drop into existing FPS or survival titles without disrupting core identity, while giving players something most modern games lack: a reason to value life beyond scoreboard points.

    If you’re a developer, designer, or producer interested in exploring this concept further, there’s a complete design package ready for discussion.
    You know where to find me.

    .monologic on Discord.

    ― ~<3 ̃̂ͭi̬̣ͮn̏̐ͣf̯͓ͣtͤ̃ẏͯͪ.̃ͬ͐∞ / Ævitas

  • 🫀 When the Heart Speaks Loudest

    It speaks not in thunder, but in eyes that know,
    In the hush before truth has somewhere to go.
    It blooms in the silence where words fall away,
    And lingers in things we’re too fragile to say.

    It cries out when justice is shackled and blind,
    When cruelty dances with power entwined.
    It flares when the twisted parade their deceit,
    And your soul stands up before moving your feet.

    It’s seen when you’re seen—not for show, not for part—
    But the soul behind silence, the shape of your heart.
    And it stirs when the world asks you, “Why do you care?”
    And you answer, because I was always aware.

    ― ~<3 ̃̂ͭi̬̣ͮn̏̐ͣf̯͓ͣtͤ̃ẏͯͪ.̃ͬ͐∞ / Ævitas

  • 🫀 What Happened to the Heart?

    It whispered once in every breath,
    Before the world grew cold and clever.
    It stitched our dreams in threads of red,
    And trusted always meant forever.

    But logic came with sharpened edge,
    To cut the song from out the chest.
    It named the pulse “a mere machine,”
    And told the soul to second-guess.

    Yet still it beats—beneath the noise,
    In quiet rooms, in lovers’ touch.
    You’ll find it where the stars rejoice:
    In feeling much—and thinking just.

    ― ~<3 ̃̂ͭi̬̣ͮn̏̐ͣf̯͓ͣtͤ̃ẏͯͪ.̃ͬ͐∞ / Ævitas

  • Infinity? Hmmm…

    That Desmos graph looks interesting! It seems like you’re exploring a mathematical representation of infinity—possibly through a fractal pattern, a recursive function, or an ever-expanding curve.

    What specifically about the visualization makes you think of infinity? Is it the unbounded nature, self-repeating structures, or something else? I’d love to hear your thoughts on how it connects to your idea of “Infiniquisitive” curiosity! 🚀

    ― ~<3 ̃̂ͭi̬̣ͮn̏̐ͣf̯͓ͣtͤ̃ẏͯͪ.̃ͬ͐∞

  • Infiniquisitive: The Birth of a New Word

    What Does “Infiniquisitive” Mean?

    In a world driven by curiosity, knowledge, and discovery, I found myself searching for a word that perfectly encapsulates the idea of boundless inquisitiveness—an insatiable thirst for knowledge that never ceases. The words “infinite” and “inquisitive” naturally merged in my mind, and thus, “Infiniquisitive” was born.

    Infiniquisitive (adj.) – Possessing an endless, boundless curiosity; an unceasing desire to explore, learn, and question everything.

    Why the World Needs “Infiniquisitive”

    In an era of rapid technological advances, scientific breakthroughs, and limitless information, the ability to remain endlessly curious is more valuable than ever. The term “curious” has always been useful, but it often fails to convey the sheer depth of an ever-expanding hunger for knowledge. “Infiniquisitive” fills this gap—it’s curiosity without limits.

    This word isn’t just a fun linguistic creation; it represents a mindset. To be infiniquisitive means to never stop asking, wondering, and seeking new understanding. Whether you’re an academic, an artist, a scientist, or simply someone who loves learning, embracing an infiniquisitive nature can lead to personal and intellectual growth.

    How to Use “Infiniquisitive”

    • “Her infiniquisitive nature led her to study everything from quantum physics to ancient philosophy.”
    • “Children are naturally infiniquisitive, always questioning the world around them.”
    • “An infiniquisitive mind never settles for the first answer—it keeps digging for deeper truths.”

    Making “Infiniquisitive” a Recognized Word

    Now that the word exists, the next step is to share it! Here’s how we can make “Infiniquisitive” a widely recognized term:

    1. Spread the Word Online – Use it in social media posts, blogs, and online discussions.
    2. Submit to Dictionaries – Urban Dictionary and other online lexicons can help establish its legitimacy.
    3. Incorporate It into Everyday Language – Encourage friends, colleagues, and educators to use it.
    4. Publish It in Writing – Include it in books, articles, and professional work.

    Final Thoughts

    “Infiniquisitive” is more than just a word—it’s an idea, a mindset, and a challenge to remain endlessly curious. In a world that thrives on discovery, may we all strive to be a little more infiniquisitive every day.

    Are you ready to embrace an infiniquisitive life? ― ~<3 ̃̂ͭi̬̣ͮn̏̐ͣf̯͓ͣtͤ̃ẏͯͪ.̃ͬ͐∞

  • On influence

    “That I don’t understand the whole thing I mean by continuously focusing on nasty things – which I am consciously concerned with – and it doesn’t help me to only talk about that. And just look at what can be seized if you leave your own limiting beliefs aside for a moment and look at the influence your good intentions have on me. In most cases, intense confrontations are actually repellent and obstructive instead of constructive. Good luck. ― ~<3″ ̃̂ͭi̬̣ͮn̏̐ͣf̯͓ͣtͤ̃ẏͯͪ.̃ͬ͐∞

  • On what to want

    I would rather have half for the full 100%, than the whole picture with nothing in it. ― ~<3″ ̃̂ͭi̬̣ͮn̏̐ͣf̯͓ͣtͤ̃ẏͯͪ.̃ͬ͐∞

  • Where to go

    Go where your soul brings you and embrace what it gives.” ― ~<3 ̃̂ͭi̬̣ͮn̏̐ͣf̯͓ͣtͤ̃ẏͯͪ.̃ͬ͐∞